apathy

Look in the mirror, all I see is death

See the glass fog up with the exhausted final breath

I crank the pain so I know how it feels

When it's a tragedy, aren't you all so amused?

You said I'm apathetic and I've heard that shit before

I really tried to care but it just numbs me to the core

I really tried to be a confidant I can't ignore

I've given up on love, I guess my apathy's a chore

I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change

I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say

And when you're talking, I just stare up into space

Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane

I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change

I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say

And when you're talking, I just stare up into space

Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane

Look up in the mirror, I just see a ghost

And when it shatters in my face, I can never cope

It left me broken and bruised

She playin' me, but never took a step in my shoes

Oh, I'm not worth it, baby, I am selfish

I can tell you that, but it never helps it

Helpless, insane, I cannot change

Helpless, insane, I cannot change

I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change

I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say

And when you're talking, I just stare up into space

Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane

I'm so selfish but I swear I'm gonna change

I'm well aware of all the bullshit that I say

And when you're talking, I just stare up into space

Promise I'm listening, I'm just going insane