Holding on to Love

You sit in front of me,

Sayin' petty things I ain't care

You're still that boy I fell for

But only calm as hell

My eyes can't seem to focus

They wander as my heart cool down

You say you're not well

I wonder if I can help

I didn't know if that's what you want from me

I see your face everywhere

But it's as far as an art display

I'm holding on to love

You've already got it figured out

I'm still on the edge of breaking down

You're already on to someone else

I'm holding on to you

How come being friends an option for you?

Somehow you face this like it's a finished game and you've won

I'm a fool, a little too dumb

To lose...damn you

Still feel a little dizzy after rounds of gin and whiskey

Before you came back I didn't even drink a sip

You're all I've ever loved

The only one I've loved

I'm holding on to love

You've already got it figured out

I'm still on the edge of breaking down

You're already on to someone else

I'm holding on to you

How come being friends an option for you?

Somehow you face this like it's a finished game and you've won

I'm a fool, a little too dumb

To lose...damn you

Oh I've got this and I won't look back

Oh I get it. It's just those memories I miss

Oh my friends say I'll find someone much better

To help me get over

But

What if I don't?

I'm holding on to love

You've already got it figured out

I'm still on the edge of breaking down

You're already on to someone else

I'm holding on to you

How come being friends an option for you?

Somehow you face this like it's a finished game and you've won

I'm a fool, a little too dumb

To lose...damn you