im so tired june 5 freestyle

I so tired of being alone and

I so tired of being so scared and

I tried to make my days go slow but

I can't keep on with my time

I'm trying hard to make a day

I'm trying hard to make this lasts but

I don't wanna be here

I don't wanna try

I don't want a life

when life just means survive

I'm trying hard to make my time lasts and

I'm trying hard to have…

But I'm not…

I promise I'm a good person when I'm not tired

I promise I'm a good person… but

I so tired of being alone and

I so tired of being afraid and

I so tired of you

And I so tired of me

And I so tired of calling us sweet when you are you and I'm not me but

I so tired of being alone and

I so tired of being afraid and

I so tired of you

And I so tired of me

And I don't wanna be alone and I don't wanna be afraid

I don't wanna run away and I don't wanna be with me

I'm just scared of you

And I'm just scared of me

I'm just scared of we… we shouldn't be friends

I shouldn't be afraid and

I shouldn't be afraid though but

I'm so scared of you

I'm so scared of we though

And I'm trying hard to make sense of this but I'm so scared of you

How can we be we?

And how can you be you?

And how can me be me

when I'm not of you

when you are not of me

And we are waste and who am I and who are you and who are we

and what is this and what is that and I don't know but

I don't wanna be alone

And I'm so scared of you

I'm so scared of me

I'm so scared of we