honey or tar

I undressed you with my eyes I have

Maybe even raped you

In a dark and eerie corner of my mind

I tucked you there

And touched you in a dream last night

Pushed you aside when you entered

My thoughts at the wrong time

I have sat up upon your lap and

Saddled my thighs around your hips like ropes

I rode you on a chair and in the shower

And all the while I clung heavy to your back

My desire deeply harnessed in your spine

While I squeezed you like a tree trunk

You may have been one

sex less and comfort in your mind

Even barer than a child's

I'm riding recklessly through a thick and humid

Jungle growing anxious with the deep and yearning

Yearning that stirs

Deeply pulsing up toward the surface

Like sap rising or honey or tar