Butterfly

Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly

Flying by, flying high

Sometimes I have visions of suicide

Take it away, help me erase

Oh yea, oh yea

Why don't you take it away, help me erase

Oh yea, oh yea

I'm just a young ************* that noone knew

I grew alone to be alone is nothing new

With the whole world in front of me

Wrote this song here for the ************* that front on me

And *************s that stunt on me

I walked the school halls they would call me a wannabe

I did the small shows that nobody would come to see

I gave in to madness I would cave in to sadness

I would only imagine that

I'd become a ************* like this

I'mma chase my dreams with a suicide wish

All these mother******s treat me like a side dish

They come like the crystals when I'm making acid

When I ain't had no friends I was on my grind

I cannot pretend, got my dividends

As a middle man

Now I can make a fam I can cop a benz

Ain't no stopping him

Under pressure from the evils up above

Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly

Flying by, flying high

Sometimes I have visions of suicide

Take it away, help me erase

Oh yea

*************' ************* you don't like me

You're just using me

All this friendliness is new to me

Who are you to me?

When them highschool parties got to jumping not including me

I don't trust nobody now 'cause everybody cool with me

But you just want what I got

But when I needed rides never had a spot

But look at how them tables got them nice turn tops

It's time for you to wonder if I ************* with you or not

You are not, you are not

Claim you're real but you are not

And since I left the 285 a ************* learned a lot

The wicked make it in this game the real ones they do not

So all my heros fake and all my idols false and forgot that

They're the only reason I was breathing

When I was fourteen I was thinking 'bout leaving

Alone up in my room with guitars every weekday every weekend

And a hand full of pills nobody knew about my secrets

Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly

Flying by, flying high

Sometimes I have visions of suicide

Take it away, help me erase

Oh yea