revealing hope

But there's no avoiding elements of loneliness,

and unfortunately, the only thing that helps you through that is calling your friends and saying,

"I'm hurting" and they say,

"Don't worry, we got your back."

The only thing that helps you there is knowing that there's a light at the end of the tunnel

And I know that I gotta die someday

So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains

And all my friends say the same ******* thing

You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay

(I'm not okay, I'm not okay)

I'm not okay, I'm not okay

I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

I'm not okay, I'm not okay

I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

I'm not okay, I'm not okay

I'm not okay, I'm not okay (I'm not okay)

And I know that I gotta die someday

So I'll speed it up and blow out my brains

And all my friends say the same ******* thing

You'll be fine, close your eyes, you'll be okay

You know, it's unavoidable, but like I said,

the reason anybody gets through any of this is because there are people in our lives that care desperately about our well being and...

Umm, when you disappear they don't yell at you, they come up to you and say,

"Are you okay?" and that, that alone, just somebody that you know is thinking of you and concerned about you, it gives you the energy to fight on