Thank You for Everything...

You made me meet the sound of running water the feel of void it's been halting me since Tuesday

And I don't blame you

But who I suppose to blame for the way is I see everyone acting with pain and acting in one way

I'm sorry it's so familiar

But what it came out if you are mouth I thought if you was the newest way to bring pain back to myself since I was cut off

And I can't explain it why some conciously try to go back to this because it's ever stops hurting

And my brain is filled of I love you Tiry I speak in a manic shower and hopes me escape

I love you I know it shouldn't be insane but I don't know how to take a break

I love you being happy cutting off negativity is the only way

And I'm sorry

I can't be here because I can't ask you to change

But I changed the way I thought of life

loneliness left when your eyes met mine

And I constantly try to stop making you hurt

I knew I died

But I stop toping I'll be a lonely night so I can pretend I could drive

I looked in the mirror three days before you left

You maybe feel comfortable for myself because you disguise horrible lyrics I can give it

And you happen to like

how are these nights going to be any easier with a memory instead of an outstretched hand

I know it ain't really last but I hope having me was worth it to you in the end

Anoter lines it's another hours was harder to breathe just keep breathing

I should be here in the morning should knock on your door

But where will you be

I hope I can answer

I can't consider in patient

when the patient of me is using other sick people's medication

Come back please come back

So I can feel it my myself and it's how awful feels it's real if you gotta be through the bank interest just to get me out

And I can't forget my only real probably may came for you are sick this whole time

Because if I let it they will know you were mine maybe they will know why I feel so died inside

But maybe they wouldn't maybe they don't know what I needed

Maybe this whole thing pointless maybe I can't even help you remember me born in New Sicilia

But I try

I tried...