Happy Days

I remember when there used to be colors all over,

and I could wake up and barely open my eyes,

Having a simple mind,

Feeling so euphoric,

Not knowing what later lurks in my lifetime,

Wanting to stay in this moment always,

Now my days are fading every time i blink,

Foreseeing images,

Flashing in my head,

Violent voices,

Wanting me dead,

Opened eyes start to burn now,

The sun is just too much

And when I close them the darkness engulfs me

As I'm growing

Things are dying,

It only takes one mistake,

To beget another,

I can never see this happening,

Im still young,

Please don't take this away from me,

Let me at least keep this

As a memory,

As a memory,

Now all that is left,

Is entering this path,

Where my miserable life starts,

Just as I watch the colors fade away,

I begin to step towards this black void,

Where no light is found here,

I will miss these moments where things were still innocent.

The days where I still believed.

I will miss these everlasting beautiful fields,

Where i would run and reach for the sky,

I will miss these happy days,

I will miss it,

oh how i will miss it...