Drowning

Got a nice tight grip

so do I slice the wrist like this

first and final performance

up on that violin

no encore standing ovation then I'm gone

dark blood red in my glass

I hit the floor

shattered I will drown

in the pool of broken souls

not a single memory

of when my days were golden

either way the finale is

when the casket makes the grand closing

to the dirt where I started

forget a platinum coffin

plant my body in the dirt

I'll grow a famine for the heartless

Take me to a lower plane

anchors on my ankles tied

with everything I've gained

and I'm drowning

and I'm still holding on

to all my broken dreams

shadows from my past keeps trying

to get the best of me hey

and I'm still holding on

when I'm hearing your voice

I know this is right

where I want to be hey

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I still keep holding on

Mom's in the kitchen

washing dishes with her tears

got me fiending for success damn

I'm wishing it was here

ballers on the yachts fishing

with official gear

but I can still catch a winner while

I'm fishing off the peers

I can eat pride

but it brings sharp pains

to my heart

veins being humble is hard thang

is a product of the earth

Destined to be cursed

Life's a ***** can't make this work

damn it hurts every time we flirt

my status minimum worth

and it won't stop falling

them high rollers

shot callers hope I don't stop crawling

my right hand man said

That I have what it takes

to blow out these candle rappers

and bring home the sweetest cake

what a waste

I'm still holding on

to all my broken dreams

shadows from my past

keeps trying to get the best of me hey

and I'm still holding on

when I'm hearing your voice

I know this is right where I want to be

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I still keep holding on

Forever I want to drown down here

nobody else seems to care

Please don't make a sound

It's all about me right now

Why the hell am I here for

Why the hell am I here for

Tell me now now now

Tell me now now now

I'm still holding on

to all my broken dreams

shadows from my past

keeps trying to get the best of me hey

and I'm still holding on

when I'm hearing your voice

I know this is right where I want to be

Yeah

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I'm drowning

I still keep holding on