Difficult

Difficult （难）-Bad Meets Evil

They ask me am I ok They ask me if I'm happy

Are they asking me that because of the

shit that's been thrown at me

Or am I just a little snappy

And they genuinly care

Doody most of my life it's just been me and you there

And I continuosly stare at pictures of you

I never got to say I love you

As much as I wanted to but I do

Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me

What the f**k good does that do me now

But somehow I know you're near me in presence

Or I went and drop some

Presents off to ease it to them

Two little beautiful boys of yours

To try to ease their minds a little

And dawg you'll never believe this

But Sharonda actually talks to me now

Jesus and everyone elese

Is just tryna pick up the pieces

Man how you touch so many lives and just leave us

They say grievance has a way

Of affecting everyone different

If it's true how the f**k am

I supposed to get over you

Difficult as it sounds

Doody that's what we call eachother

I don't know where it came

From but it just stuck with us

We was always brothers

Never thought about eachothers skin colours

Til one day we was walking up

The block in the summer

It was like 90degrees

I was catching a sun burn

Tryna walk under the trees

Just to give me some comfort

I'm moaning I just wanna get home

When I look over in his shirt is off

I'm like you gon fry and like

No I won't I'm black stupid

Black people they got melatonin

And their skin don't burn

Meanwhile my face is glowing and I felt

Like I'm on fire

And the entire time you're just laughing at me

And snapping at me with your shirt bastard

And I still have to get you back for that shit

And by the way them playboy rings

My mother stole from you

Well I finally got them back shit

It must have been at least 16years ago

Well I put them in your casket

Moving past it it still ain't registered yet

But you can bet you're legacy they'll never forget

The motor city mo-town

Hip hop vet hip hop shop dreads

It don't stop there

Yeah as difficult as it sounds

And this might sound a little

Strange but I'm a tell it

I found that jacket that you left at my wedding

And I picked it up to smell it

I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass

And hang up in the hallway

So I can always look at it

And as for me and D12we feel like f**k rap

It feels like our general

Just f**king died in our lap

We shut off all our pages

All our cell numbers is changed

Our two-ways are in the trash

So some cats will have to find a new way

And I know the dreams will die with you today

But the truth is there all still here and you ain't

Purple gang you gotta press on

Don't ever give up the dream dog

I got love for you all

And Doody it's true you bought

People together who never

Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you

You were the peacemaker doody

I know sometimes you were moody

But you hated confrontation

And truly hated the feuding

But you were down for yours

Whenever it came to scrapping

If it had to happen it had to happen

Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to

Throw them balls back on Dresden

From making cars to paintballing

To getting arrested

To sitting across from eachother

In cells laughing and jesting

They tried to hit us for

5years for that no question

I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up

Didn't show up for court

So we got off on a technicality left sweating

Me you and what's his face

I forgot his f**king name

Shame he even came to your funeral

He betrayed our team

And if I see him again

I'm a punch him in the f**king face

And that's on Hallie Jade Whitney Lane

And Alaina's name

I let the pistol bang once

Just to leak a shot in the air

For you and pour some liquor out for

You with Obie in the parking lot of 54

Just before we were supposed to get in cars

To come and see you

It's more difficult as it sounds