LYRICS
作词 : 舵Diverseddie
作曲 : 舵Diverseddie
I haven’t smiled in a long time
my homies asking why
It’s no hard feelings
I’m just used to pain lurking on my mind
it’s my favorite thing
to take what’s plain
and turn it into wine
might just need a long time
what’s good? it’s been long time
it took a long time for me to understand it that
it’ll takes a long time for meaningful things to catapult
the type you can’t buy, the type that makes you happier
that lasts a long time, because it’s unforgettable
independent mode
I’mma set the tone
pave a lane for the Ms and the X and Os
always, gotta make sense in my own way
I’ll wait, I’mma grind till they call me
cause not too many understand me
I’m sick of surface level friendly
and what’s to me is a painful truth
play the fool,
it’s just nothing but a game to you
done playing it safer
gone where it was savored
don’t comment too soon
been a long time
I haven’t smiled in a long time
my homies asking why
It’s no hard feelings
I’m just used to pain lurking on my mind
it’s my favorite thing
to take what’s plain
and turn it into wine
might just need a long time
what’s good? it’s been long time
I’ve done it, beefing with myself, onto better things
this victory in poetry’s really all I need
I find balance on my feet, not on balenci
cause jealousy makes validation elevate over L.O.V.E.
celebrating in a fantasy
while your vanity is drowning sanity
put down all the Hennessy
take up pen and tree, for the memories
I remember when music was just employment
now I see it all different it’s just for enjoyment
I said it’s enjoyment
but I don’t do no toying
it’s my muse, and my potion
be a voice, and not poison
when I’m feeling down and hollow
I’m not counting on tomorrow
I say run it back
cause we gon get it up
I do what I can
but my soul never been out of me
so go check with reality
cause one day I’ll say once upon a..
upon a long time
I was there
I haven’t smiled in a long time
my homies asking why
It’s no hard feelings
I’m just used to pain lurking on my mind
it’s my favorite thing
to take what’s plain
and turn it into wine
might just need a long time
what’s good? it’s been long time