TOXIC

作词 : Aviva Anastasia Payne

作曲 : Aviva Anastasia Payne/MataisC

If it’s picture perfect I won’t ever want it

Ruin everything I touch, yeah I must be haunted

Precious memories always make me nauseous

I would rather burn quick than to live with caution

Passion only lives in the imperfection

Being too complacent that is the real infection

Baby think I’m headed — in the wrong direction

But I would rather crash than force another fake connection

Everytime I get a step ahead, I screw it up

Everytime I’m making progress, then I come undone

I build a sanctuary just to tear it down for fun

So maybe you should run

Run

I swore that I’d eat you alive

These are my warning shots

Tell me that you’re reading the signs

I’m begging you, cut me off

Every single song that I write

Is drowned in tragedy

I’m not worth the pain and the price

Please let me just set you free

I’m no saint, nor a martyr, or a prophet

Guess one thing is certain, you’ll find out I’m catastrophic

Sure I’m self aware, that’s about the only logic

Don’t say I didn’t warn you when you realize I’m toxic

Reckless and neurotic

One minute I’m all about it

Next second I’m off it

I’m shameless

Nothing ever changes

I wish I could settle for a life

That’s mostly painless

but

Everytime I get a step ahead, I screw it up

Everytime I’m making progress, then I come undone

I build a sanctuary just to tear it down for fun

So maybe you should run

Run

I swore that I’d eat you alive

These are my warning shots

Tell me that you’re reading the signs

I’m begging you, cut me off

Every single song that I write

Is drowned in tragedy

I’m not worth the pain and the price

Please let me just set you free