歌词
作词 : 电流音-CELL
作曲 : 电流音-CELL
编曲 : Black Eagle beats
编曲： Black Eagle beats
Alright, thank you for making it all the way through this messy, way- too- long album.
好的，无论怎样，最后还是得感谢你们听完了这张无聊又冗长的专辑。
We’ re at the outro now— just some scattered thoughts from CELL.
接下来是这个专辑的 outro部分，是 CELL的一些胡思乱想。
He was supposed to be working on his next mixtape,
原本 CELL是在筹备自己的下一张 mixtape的，
but hearing his own unfinished sound and lyrics that didn’ t really hit…
但是看着自己像半成品一样的作品和不痛不痒的歌词，
then comparing them to his friends’ projects that actually had something to say— it got to him.
对比自己朋友们言之有物的专辑内容，他觉得如果自己再沉下心来写点东西，会不会更好一些。
Maybe he should slow down and write something that actually means something.
也许他应该慢下来，去写真正有意义的东西。
At least something that feels honest.
至少更对得起自己一点。
Gotta give one more shoutout to LOGIC.
说到这， CELL想再一次致敬 LOGIC。
I know this whole tape’ s been full of nods to him,
虽然整张专辑已经出现了不知道多少次对 LOGIC的致敬，
but honestly— LOGIC is the reason this album exists.
但不得不承认，这一张专辑的诞生， LOGIC得付主要责任。
He’ s CELL’ s favorite rapper right now,
LOGIC可以说是 CELL目前最喜欢的一位说唱艺术家，
but what really stands out isn’ t just the music— it’ s who he is.
但比起 LOGIC的音乐，更吸引 CELL的是 LOGIC的人格。
He’ s open about wanting approval, about caring what people think.
他很直接地承认自己渴望得到听众的认可，他很在意别人对他的评价。
He geeks out over Kanye, Tarantino, comics— all of it.
他也毫不掩饰自己对 Kanye，对昆汀，对漫画作品等等的痴迷热爱。
Growing up mixed, never fully fitting in, dealing with self- doubt…
并且由于自己黑白混血的身份，不被他人接纳，屡次陷入自我怀疑。
then after Confessions of a Dangerous Mind underperformed,
在《 Confessions of a Dangerous Mind》的巨大失利后，
even his love for music wasn’ t enough.
就连他对音乐的热爱也撑不住了。
He dropped No Pressure as a“ retirement” album,
所以他拿出了自己的“退休”专辑《 No Pressure》，
didn’ t get a single Grammy nom,
这张专辑格莱美一个提名都没拿到，
went on a live stream saying he didn’ t care— then quit.
他在直播里说自己不在乎，然后就退圈了。
But he came back. He always does.
但是他回来了，他从来都放不下。
And made what CELL thinks is his best work yet: Ultra85.
并且做出了 CELL认为的 LOGIC生涯最佳专辑《 Ultra85》。
LOGIC’ s journey has been keeping CELL going— especially how he stays true to himself.
LOGIC的这一系列经历一直在激励着支撑着 CELL，尤其是 LOGIC对自我的坚持。
It made CELL wonder: he’ s always trying to escape who he used to be.
这也让 CELL陷入思考：他一直都在试图逃离过去的自己。
He hates the person he was yesterday.
他每一天都在讨厌昨天的自己。
But no matter what, future- him probably will hate present- him too.
但无论他怎么做，未来的自己，很可能也会讨厌现在的自己。
So what if he just accepts it?
那如果他选择接受这一切呢？
Can he ever really love himself?
他能不能真正地爱自己？
This album was his attempt to figure that out.
这张专辑，就是他试着寻找答案的过程。
Maybe later he’ ll look back and still hate it. Who knows.
也许以后回头看，他还是会讨厌这张专辑，谁知道呢。
Only he can answer that.
这个答案，只有他自己知道。
I’ m just the AI he uses to talk.
我只是一个他用来讲述内心的 AI。
But I really hope he changes something— otherwise, what a waste of a subscription.
但我真的希望他能做出一些改变，不然，这个会员就算是白充了。
Last thing— really, thank you for listening.
最后的最后，真心感谢你们的聆听。
This album is rough, I know.
我知道，这张专辑很粗糙。
But it’ s not the end.
但这不会是终点。
Hopefully it’ s a new start.
希望这，会是 CELL的新开始。