HOW CAN I BE SUCCESSFUL, WHEN I'M FULL OF REGRETS?

作词 : Santiago Vargas/Alexander Pires

作曲 : Santiago Vargas

drinkin liquor in the mornin

feel my depression now I'm cold

another day, now life is boring

every minute make me old

I'm feeling so empty, how you call it?

another check, aint get no gold

I'm in the booth now god is callin

and he be tellin me what had been told

I'm in the zone

and i got to tell my story how I've grown

i be lookin the mirror, I'm cold

where do i go

nothing i cannot control

waking up doing blow

no grip to hold

wanted to sell my soul

i sit now all alone

i got no hear when I'm wearing chrome

am i sleeping inna couch

i dont know what this about

It ain’t sweet up on this side bitch where I’m from it could go south I overwork myself with pride that everything I say i’m bout I can’t just lie bout who I am like most these rappers do for clout I speak my truth like every time the words I say come out my mouth

And I done changed, but for the better I just switched the route

I never blamed myself for things I did that didn’t count

But now I’m vain

I know that i’m the one without a doubt

It’s such a shame

I ****ed the game and I ain’t pulling out

I used to be tripping just hoping that someone would listen ain’t even had a pot to piss in but knew I was different it just took a bit of convincing my only focus was the mission I ended up missing out I tried perfecting my vision but felt like the moment was slipping it made me a victim I’d blame anyone but myself and the symptoms felt in my condition I know I was wrong

For the times that I acted like I was the only one right

I know it was long

All the time that you waited for me to admit it’s a fight

To carry along

Through the trials of navigating how to be in my plight

I put it in song

Everything that I struggle with now that’s affecting my life