LYRICS
作词 : NOTTIBO1
作曲 : NOTTIBO1
编曲 : Boi Yanel
this * made me tired enough
alright
this * made me tired
we could love more
instead of letting the demon out
sometimes I just can't tell the truth
I don't know whether you lie or not
I put the protection on you but who gon care about me
feeling like I'm the chosen one who gotta be alone forever
I tried to find someone they used to be a finest lover
when I put all myself in I guess for another one it becomes more harder
don't try debate me
you can't even get it what I'm going through
lotta * going crazy I can't even get me focused too
so I beg the boy inside my body try going out making connection
though I refuse it
still people telling me the truth
they just try to use me when I just wanna make some friends
things got worse and worse it's like a circle fooling me around
but nothing changed
nobody get into my heart it's like I got the door closed with chains
but I be thirsty for someone can walk to me
got someone keep talking to me
finally it's just a illusionary
never mind I keep doing what I like or what
just * around get my body full of alcohol then lie on the ground
chose what I be
I can't choose what I be
In this life
what we can't do is changing what we be
chose what I be
I can't choose what I be
pray to god
hope he can point out the destiny
我从小都晓得 要独立 不靠别个
但长大发现 越在上面 别个打扰越多
我帮助过哩人 从没想过有啥结果
后来我不再帮了 他们却想我往下跌落
我经常把人生比作烟和酒
烟只有那几根 酒也只有那几口
开心的日子虽然短暂 但我还会有
经历那么多 我晓得最好的都在最后
我把爱都留给家人和兄弟 他们是永恒
我把钱都留给女人 这样她才愿意忠诚
可能你觉得我说话过于片面老
看太多上一辈的故事 结婚 现在还早
好多话我用中文 说不出口 过于矫情
所以用英文表达情绪 可以换个调性
好多人憋起心里话 大多时候过吼
她骂他是个精神病 我只想喊她住口
yeah try to understand
cuz
nowadays everyday
people got mind issues
so don't try to make it complicated