
作词 : JUA
作曲 : 吉田沙織
I didn’t want to put the blame on nobody
So I’ve put the time in, somewhere along the way, I lost myself
Built my wealth, but I feel empty
Used to be that little kid from the dirt
Made a promise that I’ll be on alert
Poker face inside I’m on the verge
All my life I just wanted to be the first
First M yeah I thought I made it
10M’s now I thought I made it
Why do I always complicate it
Things escalated, now I can’t undo it
Late night my mind racing like a bullet train
And I can’t contain it
Maybe it was written, ill-fated
All my wins I didn’t even celebrate it
I was sure I found the way to mend all the pain
Now all I’m feeling is this void
Alone, I am again
Tried to pay my way in
All these empty bottles couldn’t save me
I’m drowning
Sand castle caved in
It was all a mirage now I know it
Is it too late?
Blood, sweat and tears
I did my best to silence my demons
But they just keep creeping in
Love I never felt
How could you trust somebody after all this
The grudge is weighing on me
Finally I thought I would be seen
As a man and not by my net worth
Locked in, clock in work
You don’t know me well if you think I have lot to lose
"Couple loose screws, defending whose views?
I’m not a fool, though I chose hell"
Said you was thirsty so I gave you water but all you wanted was some jewels
I’m not the one who fell
Twice for the same old spell
I know how to sniff out a fake cuz I got the experience to tell
But ain’t a kind to dwell
Without action, no conviction
No vacation, days in and day out
I was sure I found the way to mend all the pain
Now all I’m feeling is this void
Alone, I am again
Waited so long, for something to rejoice my broken heart
I go, beyond, far with the stars
That is where I belong
Don’t want fame nor fortune
I just want what money cannot buy
No more lies
But tonight I’m still all alone
Dreaming of someday