Sand Castle

作词 : JUA

作曲 : 吉田沙織

I didn’t want to put the blame on nobody

So I’ve put the time in, somewhere along the way, I lost myself

Built my wealth, but I feel empty

Used to be that little kid from the dirt

Made a promise that I’ll be on alert

Poker face inside I’m on the verge

All my life I just wanted to be the first

First M yeah I thought I made it

10M’s now I thought I made it

Why do I always complicate it

Things escalated, now I can’t undo it

Late night my mind racing like a bullet train

And I can’t contain it

Maybe it was written, ill-fated

All my wins I didn’t even celebrate it

I was sure I found the way to mend all the pain

Now all I’m feeling is this void

Alone, I am again

Tried to pay my way in

All these empty bottles couldn’t save me

I’m drowning

Sand castle caved in

It was all a mirage now I know it

Is it too late?

Blood, sweat and tears

I did my best to silence my demons

But they just keep creeping in

Love I never felt

How could you trust somebody after all this

The grudge is weighing on me

Finally I thought I would be seen

As a man and not by my net worth

Locked in, clock in work

You don’t know me well if you think I have lot to lose

"Couple loose screws, defending whose views?

I’m not a fool, though I chose hell"

Said you was thirsty so I gave you water but all you wanted was some jewels

I’m not the one who fell

Twice for the same old spell

I know how to sniff out a fake cuz I got the experience to tell

But ain’t a kind to dwell

Without action, no conviction

No vacation, days in and day out

I was sure I found the way to mend all the pain

Now all I’m feeling is this void

Alone, I am again

Waited so long, for something to rejoice my broken heart

I go, beyond, far with the stars

That is where I belong

Don’t want fame nor fortune

I just want what money cannot buy

No more lies

But tonight I’m still all alone

Dreaming of someday