Bazinga

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I say bazinga like it doesn't hurt

Like turning feeling into a practiced blur

If I laugh first, I stay untouched

That's how I survive loving too much

Bazinga lives in the way I grin

So no one seeswhat's wearing thin

The room stays calm like it learned my pace

Every object keeps its place

I don't move fast, I don't stay long

I make my days intentionally wrong

Your name fits badly in my mouth

Still shows up whenI'm alone at night

I don't chase answers, I don't ask why

Some things fade without saying goodbye

I say bazinga when it cuts too close

Turn real weight into something I joke

If I stay clever, I stay unseen

That's the cleanest spaceI've ever been

I learned early how to stay composed

How to talk light when the air feels closed

Every connection comes with a cost

So I pay it back beforeI'm lost

I keep my voice in a lower range

Let nothing know me well enough to change

People say love like it's simple math

I see exits in every path

I've been alone in a crowded room

Turning hours into something to consume

I don't say pain, I rename it calm

Put distance where desire belongs

Bazinga sits in my daily speech

A way to keep things out of reach

If I joke it down, it can't stay

That's how I make it through each day

I don't break easy, I just bend away

Let timing ruin what words can't say

I've seen feelings arrive and leave

Without ever asking permission from me

So if I sound fine,don't take it straight

Some smiles are carefully fabricated

I'm not cold,I'm just precise

About what parts of me I sacrifice

I say bazinga like it's all a game

Like my heart doesn't remember your name

If I stay light, I don't fall in

That's how the quiet lets me win

Bazinga hides in the things I say

So nothing knows what I gave away

It's not that I never wanted more

I just don't knock on closing doors

Some nights teach you how to pretend

That loneliness is a chosen friend

I say bazinga when it starts to ache

Turn honesty into a safer shape

If I joke first, I don't have to choose

Between staying real or being used

Bazinga stays in my measured tone

That's how I learned to stay alone

If you hear me laugh,don't read it wrong

That sound didn't take very long

Some hearts don't break, they just grow thin

That's where bazinga settles in