reality

作词 : Andreas Tarasoff

作曲 : Andreas Tarasoff

The thrill is in the chase, never in the capture

I despise you

New year, new me that's a ****in' lie

I got plenty things wrong with me, I'm always wasting time

I want to change, wanna live my best life

But always something in the way, and I act like I'm fine

I'm so paranoid of the people who surround me

You wanna tear me down, with a smile, do it proudly

Some people care, some do it for their family

But nothing normal in my life, I feel so profoundly

You're such a shitty experiment

My friends say that I'm perfectionist

But in actual reality I'm critical as shit

I don't know where to draw the line

Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this

I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted

I look from angles, shouldn't see

I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need

But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?

Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody, not me

Nothing's ever good enough, nothing ever changes

No matter what I try, no matter the places

Something always to blame, some people blame their faces

Or they wanna fill the void, by tryna be famous

I got opportunity, but living, it's a nightmare

I'm an introvert, so my positions unfair

I just wanna share my plans, but I hate false promises

I don't wanna hurt the fans, so I have to acknowledge them

I'm moving in silence, for you

I'm fighting every day, for you

I only try, for you

Don't wanna die, for you

My friends say that I'm perfectionist

But in actual reality I'm critical as shit

I don't know where to draw the line

Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this

I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted

I look from angles, shouldn't see

I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need

But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?

Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody, not me

Silent, silent, silent, for you

I'm f-f-f-fightin' for you

I try-try-try, for you

Don't-don't-don't, don't wanna die

Don't wanna— don't-don't wanna, for you