Situationship

作词 : Fiona Huang

作曲 : Fiona Huang

I used to be the wild one

loud heart, no hesitation

Back then I could slam the door

and call it liberation

But somewhere on a subway line

I misplaced all my boldness

Now I’m soft around the edges

every move feels cautious

I keep my words behind my teeth

act cool but shake beneath

I laugh it off like it’s a phase

but I bruise in quiet ways

Situationship

why do I keep living on this blurry line

Close enough to hold but never really mine

I’m tired of maybes, tired of almost love

God, I just want something real enough

Maybe the city took my fire

used up all my brave and bright

Being on my own for so long

turned sharpness into polite

I keep the peace to feel less lost

I hold back more than I should say

’Cause when you’re fragile in a big world

you tread soft so nothing breaks

I practice honesty at night

but daylight makes me polite

Every truth I wanna speak

turns paper-thin and meek

Situationship

why do I keep living on this blurry line

Close enough to hold but never really mine

I’m tired of maybes, tired of almost love

God, I just want something real enough

Maybe the girl I used to be

is hiding somewhere inside me

The one who said what’s on her mind

who didn’t fold, who didn’t rewind

Maybe tonight I’ll call it real

show him everything I feel

Even if I break a bit

at least I finally commit

Situationsh*t

why do I keep living on this blurry line

Close enough to hold but never really mine

I’m done with maybes, done with almost love

God, let me find something real enough