Lugubrious

作词 : 梁千One/Showing

作曲 : Showing

编曲 : Showing

Night pulls tight around my thoughts, and you're the part I can't refuse

Every line you crossed still lingers, staining everything I choose

I keep turning every moment, hoping one might feel the same

But you leave your mark so deep it bends the letters of my name

You say I'm drifting, but you're the one who pulls me out of place

All the things we tried to bury still survive in every trace

I'm the pull you always answer, even when you close the gate

And the pull between our breaths gets lugubrious— we feel the weight

I hate the way I keep returning

When your light is barely burning

I hate the way your choices haunt me

Even when you say you want me

Our love turns lugubrious

every move a fracture built from broken trust

We ache, combust, yet still we chase the fire that's losing us

You tear, I clutch— our edges cut until we're venomous

Still we stay, in the decay

Because losing you feels endless—

dark and lugubrious

You paint reasons over damage like it ever could erase the fall

But the quiet in between us fills the spaces where we crawl

I'm addicted to the moments when you almost let me in

Every step you take toward me folds me right back where I've been

I'm no answer, just a person trying hard to stay aligned

But you trace through every corner of the places in my mind

Maybe we're a constellation that forgot the way to shine

Still the pull between our hearts feels lugubrious by design

And you're ruin, but I need it

Even knowing I won't beat it

And you pierce right through my shelter

But without you I feel lesser

Our love turns lugubrious

every breath a tremor carved from broken trust

We break, combust, but still we chase the sparkthat's failing us

You tear, I clutch— our hearts erupt, the ache unanimous

Still we stay, in this ballet,

Of losing love so infinite—

so lugubrious

If we reset every moment, would we find a different way?

If the night could hold our choices, would they ever start to sway?

If we changed the final moment, would it lead us back to pain?

We're a requiem repeating

Bleeding slow but still believing

And this love stays lugubrious

a tether pulling hard on everything we trust

We ache, combust, unravel us— yet never call it giving up

You tear, I clutch— our wounds erupt, the ache continuous

Still we stay, trapped in the sway

Of losing love so infinite—

forever lugubrious