歌词
作词 : Jason Mills/Ogi Ifediora/Denzel Williams/Jimmy Quinn/Thomas Lea
Shit crazy, man
The streets will scramble your eggs if you lookin'—
IDK (Conductor)
Check, check, check, uh, yeah
It's getting quite impossible
Yeah
I got envy for anybody that never had to worry 'bout the rent
Or worry 'bout the AC comin' out the vent
Or worry 'bout the holiday delayin' the check
Or worry 'bout runnin' into opps at an event
Dreamt of makin' money, got it and spent it all
Thinkin' 'bout gettin' it back with deposits from the withdrawals, huh
A product of relentlessness, but I would rather live a life of way less stress
Been gettin' way less checks like I'm on strike
Been thinkin' 'bout pedalin', but not on a bike
Investin' in myself again, but not on a mic
Before I catch the blues, I take my chances with white
Just to eat more green, take a hell of a bite
But I'm blacker than coal, so the sentence ain't light, huh
But you will never see me fall to my knees
I stand on business, so I can never bow to defeat, capisce?
It's getting quite impossible
You didn't know, but now you know, yeah, yeah
Uh, I still feel regret from the people I robbed
My heart still hurt from the people I've harmed
I still can't sleep from the pain that I've dealt
And especially can't sleep from the person I—
It's clear to me that karma is a real thing
I just hope it ain't ugly when it come for me
I still see visions of mama suffering
Just know that even deaf people still feel screams
Still made a king from the cards I was dealt
Heart of a lion, I am too hard to kill
Too hard to lose, too woke to snooze
Too alive to die, I could barely bruise, mood
See, I've been in situations that niggas ain't comin' back from
But I've been back more than once, and I'm back once again
I'm for real, no pretend
Through remorse and regret, I'm my own ****in' friend, huh
It's getting quite impossible
You didn't know, but now you know, yeah
Even the devil smiles, even the Earth cries
Evidence that our human characteristics were meant to live side by side
I look to the left and the right, the ground and the sky
Words from my heart skip my brain and pass through my mouth
As I ask the reason why, the answer's always been IDK
A name I created while the uncertainty that imprisons me while behind bars helped me say
"I'll be forever, okay"
To be continued