歌词
作词 : wintr snow star
作曲 : wintr snow star
I poured my heart out to you
And now I'm bleeding
Dead since 2011
He hasn't texted in weeks, I think he killed himself (He killed himself)
My tongue is tied, can't speak, I can't cry for help
May 21st, 2011, the day we all died, baby, went to heaven
Ladies and gentlemen, my final show
Make sure to close your eyes when I get to flesh and bone
Smile for me, I'll turn your grave into a gallery
Every cut's a canvas, every bone a ****ing masterpiece (cy4ne)
Woke up in the army, still a prisoner of pills
Counting every heartbeat just to test if I was real
Please, don't wait for my forgiveness, please, don't pray I'll ever change
Doctor told me that I lived but it was closer than you think
On the Fetty, twenty needles in my ****in' spine
I carved your name into my blood across the exit ****in' sign
The benzo's crashed my ****ing system and now I'm running out of time
When the feds keep seizing markets making me gamble with my life
Rest in heaven Archetyp, the feds will never find me alive
Made a deal with the devil and I can't ****ing escape
He keeps watching my every move in every form or every shape
My life's a movie, yeah, I know, can you please stop the ****ing tape?
You make me wanna blow my ****in' brains out
Bloody bath of Draino
I lied, like, can we make out?
Like, can we start a fire and [?] when it burns out?
I'm so ****ing barred out
I feel ****in' drunk now
Blow my ****ing brain out
At least every ****ing day's a party with my drugs
Pop another molly, don't care if my brain turns into mush
She said, "Joms, you're my idol"
I don't think I should be 'cause I'm ****ing suicidal
Father, mother, I love you
I wish it didn't have to end like this
I-I had so much to see
So much to do
But there is no way to stop any of this
This will be my final show
He killed himself