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作词 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

作曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

编曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

I smile before I speak

Make sure they get the best of me

I read the room, I play the role

But no one ever asks what I hold

I give them light when they feel low

But I’m not made of stone, you know

I carry hearts like fragile art

But I’ve been breaking from the start

They lean on me like I won’t fall

But I’ve been cracking through it all

Invisible, the way it shatters

When no one sees

When the lights go low

When the silence grows

Do I still matter?

I’ve got glass shoulders

Strong enough to hold ya

But every word, every silence

Leaves a line inside the surface

You think I’m fine

But I’m colder

And I’m tired of being the holder

I carry you like I’m made of steel

But I’m glass — and I feel too real

I replay what I said today

Did I go too far, or fade away?

I give too much, and then retreat

Afraid of wanting something deep

They praise the way I lift the weight

But I just hope I won’t misplace

Myself in all the helping hands

That never stay, but still demand

They see the fire, not the fear

They never ask what keeps me here

Invisible, the way it breaks

When every smile is a fake escape

I’ve got glass shoulders

Strong enough to hold ya

But every word, every silence

Leaves a line inside the surface

You think I’m fine

But I’m colder

And I’m tired of being the holder

I carry you like I’m made of steel

But I’m glass — and I feel too real

What if I fall while lifting you?

Would you even have a clue?

What if the ones who always stay

Are just the ones who walk away?

I’ve got glass shoulders

They shine but they tremble

I try to hold the world in place

While pieces shift beneath my face

You think I’m strong

But I’m older

And I’m tired of being the holder

I carry you like I’m made of steel

But I’m glass — and that’s why I feel

I feel too real

I feel too real...

I feel too real

Glass shoulders feel too real