Monuments

作词 : Nicholas Stutsman

作曲 : Nicholas Stutsman

Thought I'd write to you

And let you know that I'm still dramatic and sixteen

I thought I'd call you

And tell you that I'm still miserable without you

I thought I could find you

At the bottom of a plastic cup but like we both knew

Nothing ever helps the swelling inside our chests

There's nothing left

Now we'll visit our love like a long lost monument

Forever forgotten

Part of me won't finish this story

I'm holding on, but you won't hold on for me

Face down, complacent eyes

Finding a place to die

Part of me won't finish this story

I'm holding on, but you won't hold on for me

Face down, complacent eyes

Well I'm not who I was

And I think I'm proud of that

But in a few more months

Will I still say the same thing?

Well I'm not who I was

And I think I'm proud of that

But in a few more months

Will I still say the same thing?

When I'm at my worst

You seem to be at your best

And I can't put this into words

But I'm so glad that you never wrote back