i’ll be happy when

专辑：BUZZKILL (forever)

作词 : Jason Suwito/Em Beihold/Nick Lopez/Katelyn Lapid

作曲 : Jason Suwito/Em Beihold/Nick Lopez/Katelyn Lapid

I'll be happy when this lonely city feels like mine

Maybe when I have a license and a car to drive

I can take a trip to nowhere on the 405

Just to feel alive

I'll be happy when I finally can find real friends

Who all like me as am I and they don't all pretend

That I'm more than just a temporary means to an end

Thinking maybe then

That I'll be fine

But what if it's all too late?

What if I'm bound to break?

'Cause what if there's nowhere to escape?

Once the high starts to fade, fade

I start to fade, fade

I start to fade

I'll be happy when my smiles aren't in self defense

When I finally belong outside convenience

When they ask me how I'm doing and they really care for real

I fear, I fear, I fear

That life's not mine

And it's all too late

What if I'm bound to break?

'Cause what if there's nowhere to escape?

Once the high starts to fade, fade

I start to fade, fade

Don't want to fade, fade

I start to fade, fade

Don't want to fade

Will I be a buzzkill forever?

Be a buzzkill forever?