I don't feel like myself today

作词 : zayauhn taylor-thomas

I **** with your music, man, you're special

I hope that as you grow, you become even more confident and knowledgeable with how you want to express what you're able to express

Killed myself yesterday, phone called, it didn't ring

Don't want you to find me, i'm ashamed (i'm ashamed)

Don't feel bad for me, it's okay, i'm the only one to blame

(yeah, because tolerance is inevitable, right?) i'm the only one to—

There's no going back from this, and i miss you already

There's no going back from this, and i miss you already (bleed out, bleed out, bleed)

And i know deep down i could've been much more

And i know deep down i could've been much more (sorry for being such a bore)

And i know deep down i could've been much more

And i know deep down i could've been much more, you blame yourself

I'm a coward, and i hate it, i'm sick of being anxious

Mind so gone, i need some maintenance, i'd tell you, but you'd just flake it

You don't know me like you think, swear you're right, but so mistaken

Told it's temporary changes, so tomorrow i'll be waiting

Ca-can't even cry

What's the point of living if it's gonna take til i die?

To you it's fake, it's a lie, my form breaks, i decline

And all the things that i am, does god know that i tried?

There's so much i ain't told you

Hurt wraps around, it holds you, eventually it'll mold you

But these notes i think they saved me

Took me in, they made me, all around, it shapes me

There's so much i ain't told you

Hurt wraps around, it holds you, eventually it'll mold you

But these notes i think they saved me

Took me in, they made me, all around, it shapes me

And i know deep down i could've been much more

And i know deep down i could've been much more (sorry for being such a bore)

And i know deep down i could've been much more

And i know deep down i could've been much more, you blame yourself

You blame yourself, you blame yourself

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