Revelations

I don't wanna go to school.. I don't need no education

I don't wanna be like you.. I don't wanna save the nation

I just wanna live my life.. everyday a celebration

One day I'ma leave this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation

I wanna kill myself! I'm still debatin

In front of a baptist church, masturbatin

Prayin to Satan - think I'm crazy cause I smoke crack

live on beat with the mack in a two-family flat(**** it)

Tired of gettin hit in the face with a broom

My moms on her period, my dad's in my room (Daddy no!)

I got ten rocks and I need to get out

I sold 'em in five minutes, in my own damn house (Mom smokes crack)

My poor grandmother, God bless her soul

The b***h got AIDS (aww) she just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha)

There's three things that keep me from bein a b***h

I'm black, a fag, and my dad's Liberace

No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatin

My dad whooped my ass at a PTA meetin

Stick with school I had to have shit just to do it

Got bored and became truant

When I had the gall to go I just couldn't do it

I was lured into corners by the peer pressure shit

How would you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrel

Gettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrow

Bet suburban kids never got rushed for their apparel

like me, outcast, last in class

First to leave, when the teacher called on me

Best believe I had somethin up my sleeve

I've been praised and labelled as crazed

My mother was unable to raise me, full of crazy rage

An angry teenager, nothin can change me back

Gangsta rap made me act like a maniac

I was boostin, so influenced by music I used it

as an excuse to do shit, ooh I was stupid

No one can tell me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed me

to the point where it had me in a whole 'nother realm

It was like isolatin myself was healthy

It felt like we was on welfare but wealthy

Compelled me to excel when school it failed me

Expelled me and when the principal would tell me

I was nothin, and I wouldn't amount to shit

I made my first million and counted it

Now look at, a ****in drop-out that quits

Stupid as shit, rich as shit, and proud of it

That's why

I don't wanna go to school.. I don't need no education

I don't wanna be like you.. I don't wanna save the nation

I just wanna live my life.. everyday a celebration

One day I'ma leave this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation

I was raised with a rifle and mask

Steadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my past

(Nigga) I was never on that punk shit; ****in around

can get yo' belove abducted, smothered in blood quick

You couldn't pay Swift to give a shit

Was crazy like my father, it musta been poison in that nigga's nut

Far as probation, **** peein in cups

I violate at any time, let 'em see the blunt

I grew up steadily masturbatin inside of cells

Young as hell, havin conversations with myself

You could tell I wasn't lenient, a disobedient

Lynched and slapped teachers, b***h I'm not readin it

You don't know what dawgs go through, a little b***h

Sippin liquor with my old dude, what the **** you gon' do?

I'm quick to curse you, I told my mother that I'ma hurt you

if you ever again mention a curfew

Look, my family ignored me and I don't like that

They don't even listen when I tell them I'll be right back

(Yeah whatever) This nice beautiful house ma, it don't mean shit

Cause you know daddy's a drunk and he don't clean shit

And yesterday he hit me like a grown ****in man

I couldn't stand up to him, I just ducked and ran

I'm sick of this, I wish on Christmas

that I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a ****in end to this

(**** it) I got no friends and I can't get a b***h

Only thing I have is dirty magazines and sticky fingertips

Nothin to smile about, I'm about to lose my mind

Got me an automatic nine, now I'm ballin out

Wait 'til school's over, pu-pil are people to shoot through

Kids goin cuckoo, with a two-two

Since my friend is this new dude, in this high school

Losin his noodle learn that people don't like you

The football jocks is, spittin on him

Popular kids in school is now pickin on him

Burn out youngsta niggaz now hittin on him

And his teacher in his english class keep flippin on him

And now he's grounded with no allowances

for drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his counselors

And why the **** I gotta ride the bench coach?

Already got expelled for wearin a trenchcoat

All I ever seen is.. {"{"}violence, violence}

Told me to keep silent, stepped back in my eyelids

It's apparent that my parents weren't parents at all

That's why I blew out my brains and murdered you all

I don't wanna go to school.. I don't need no education

I don't wanna be like you.. I don't wanna save the nation

I just wanna live my life.. everyday a celebration

One day I'ma leave this world.. I'm waitin for the revelation