Disappear.

作词 : 笨蛋才天天emo

作曲 : 笨蛋才天天emo

编曲 : 笨蛋才天天emo

I like the silence it's comforting.

And it made me realize that.

You are really at the center of your own life.

You are really in control of your own life.

So whatever you are doing in life whatever.

Path you may be going down.

Just realize that you can change that path at any time.

If you don't like the path you're going down.

If you don't like how your life currently is.

You can change that about yourself.

And that's something that the silence may realize because i spent so much time alone for myself and my thoughts.

That i realized you know what?

I could be doing anything else in my life.

But i chose to do this.

I chose to do is.

And that's the thing we make choices every single day.

And that is going to lead us down certain path.

So if you don't like the path you're on.

Then mean choices that align with the path you want to be on.

life isn't about finding yourself.

It's about creating yourself.

You can let circumstances dictate your destiny or you can take control and create your own fate.

I was always disgusted with this notion of" I love the world"" universal love"

I don't like this world.

I don't know how I basicallyI'm somewhere in between.

I hate the world or I'm indifferent towards it.

But the whole of reality it's just it it's stupid it's out there I don't care about it.

Love for me is an extremely violent act.

Love is not I love you all.

Love means I pick out something and I.

And it's you know it's again the structure of imbalance.

Even if this something is just a small detail fragile individual person.

I say I love you more than anything else.

In this quite formal sense love is evil.

You know what my life is f**king miserable I hate my f**king life I hate it!

Yeah I stream for rent money.

I don't like streaming!

I don't like any of the games I play!

I'm f**king depressed and f**king miserable!

I don't sleep! I eat like s**t!

I have no friends no social life and I'm f**king miserable!

Never fall in love with the same person twice.

Because the second time.

You fall in love with their memories.