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作词 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

作曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

编曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

I light up the party

Say “I’m fine” without a pause

Laugh so hard I can’t breathe

But I never take the mask off

I say “just one more drink”

When I really mean “don’t go”

I keep the lights too bright

So I don’t feel alone

I talk like I’m winning

But I don’t sleep at night

I feel everything

But I joke it off every time

When the music stops

And the crowd walks out

I stay in the dark

‘Cause I don’t know how to come down

I shine too hard

So no one sees the cracks

I give my loudest love

To hide what I can’t get back

I hold hands too quickly

Fall fast, then run

I say “I’m over it”

But I still sleep in your shirt sometimes

I change the playlist

So I don’t cry

Keep dancing through

Every goodbye

I don’t mean to confuse you

I just don’t know what to keep

Every moment feels like fire

But cools off before it’s deep

I light up every room

But I leave before I melt

It’s not that I don’t care

I just don’t know how to be held

When the music stops

And the night slows down

I scroll for names

Just to feel like someone’s around

I shine too hard

So no one sees the cracks

I give my loudest love

To hide what I can’t get back

You think I love the spotlight

But it’s just where I disappear

If someone ever stayed long enough

They’d see I was right here

I kept the party going

So you wouldn’t see me break

Danced through every silence

Just to hide how much I ache

When the lights go down

And no one turns around

I stay in the sound

Of the laugh I gave too loud

I shine too bright

Just to feel seen

But all I ever wanted

Was someone to stay with me

Stay with me

Just stay with me

I was never the party

Stay with me

Just stay with me

I was always the quiet after