after

作词 : Isaiah Faber

作曲 : Isaiah Faber

After, after, where am I running to after?

Feel like my life going backwards

Swimming through miserable patterns

After, after, nothing to see but disaster

Wandering searching for answers

I never been in this chapter

Feel useless, food in the fridge still rotten

Bought nothin' last time I went shoppin'

I don't see ghosts but your chair's still rockin'

Not good at art, but I started

With a garden, a largе white house like you wanted with archеs

Keep me distracted, don't wanna keep the bad habits

I thought I had a heart attack, but I can manage

I don't wanna see myself in the mirror

Past two years have beaten’ me up

Drop my dream, no time for cheers

Shave my head, and get cleaned up

I don't wanna see myself in the mirror

No more tears from the boy I was

Leave this swamp, see this coast all clear

Maybe this time my life won’t suck

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I

Where am I running to after?

Feel like my life going backwards

Swimming through miserable patterns

After, after, keep asking God for the answer

Sleep by myself in the camper

I’m still alive and breathing

So what else matters?

I'm leaving tomorrow

I don't know where I'm gonna go

But I'll find somewhere

Bright and early

Probably drink from McDonald’s or something

There's, there's just nothing here that

That interests me anymore

I don't know. I'm excited