INFP’s Diary (Night)

作词 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

作曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

编曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

I keep my world behind the curtains

Speak in lowercase emotions

People say I’m hard to read

But I’ve written novels in silence

I sit in corners of loud rooms

Not ‘cause I don’t care

Just… don’t wanna say something

That echoes back as air

I feel too deeply

But love too quietly

So I stay a little further back

Where I can watch

And never crash

I’m just someone quiet

But I notice everything

You laugh, I fold You talk, I write

You leave, I replay that night

I’m not loud But I’m alive

Just inside

Where it’s softer

And no one can bite

I dream like it’s real

Love like a poem

Lose like a pattern

But stay like a ghost

You’d never know how much I cared

‘Cause I’d never ask you to care back

I don’t chase

But I stay

In playlists, in dreams

In words you’ll never read

I’m just someone quiet

But I remember everything

The scarf you left

The song you skipped

The look you gave before “that’s it”

I’m not loud

But I’m still here

I don’t disappear

I just…wait in case

you come near

Don’t confuse silence with emptiness

Some hearts scream without sound

I’m just someone quiet

But if you read between the lines

You’d see I was writing you

The whole treasure time

oh dear diary

I think I miss someone

I never had.