歌词
作词 : Spylent
作曲 : Spylent
编曲 : HYPER MUSIC
混音 : DX肖夏
母带：全相彦
The solitary life that I’m living
I’m getting mentioned left and right
But there’s always a part of me that’s missing
My mama used to tell me, son, don’t forget what you’ve been driven by
Looking back, should’ve listened
I just got a call from my high school friend, he said you different
Can I get a signature bro you been drippin’
Yeah, I remember them all, memory is vivid
Now it’s gradually replaced by all these digits
Yeah I hear them talk, and then talk, prolly ain’t gon’ never stop
Loss, restall, opps I see them all fall
Rot, yeah, since when I got a cold heart
Flaws, tryna make sure they won’t get caught
Most of the nights, I was spending with my own door locked
I was so patient, I’m waiting just for a rain to pour
I told them I just want more
I see my my peers, none of their rap could match what I say
Handed the right plate, but you don’t have the right taste
My feelings torture me, I couldn’t find the right phrase
Once you’ve made enough mistakes you start figuring out the right way
Found myself the best therapist, clueless bout my case
Dollars or RMB, two options I face
I’m preaching to the new generation, put them aside
Cuz if they gon’ hate, they gon’ hate, who are you tryna sway
Yeah, uh
If it were meant to come, it will come, it’d be gone if you don’t survive the blaze
I used to doubt like twice a day, do I suffice the praise
Life has taken too much from me without no decency
But I’ve always known I was planted with somewhat different seed
They can count me out but they can’t deny that I’m lit indeed
Heard them say I’m temporary, you must be kidding me
SPYLENT, the name in history
Resentful I still remember how much you owe
You know it means that you’re finally on your own
Sometimes I don’t wanna talk to nobody
I just need a moment to reflect, a moment to reset
I put down a lot of offers, still not sure if that’s correct
Everything just moves on, there is no time to regret
Left my city, left my bros
I got zero or too many home
Art requires the vulnerable
But my lifestyle is harming the soul
Twenty two, young man what you wanna do
You can tear that shit down, paint the town blue
Who you gonna listen to, me or you, huh, say it
Who you gonna pick a bone with, me or you, say it
Mind your own business, it’s really all about bread
It’s all the mental shit, mentally, boy, you insane
Practice makes it perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect, per- per- per- per-
Uh
Uh
(Are you gonna break this chain)
(Are they gonna say your name)
Put yourself in my position, how is that even possible
Art is futile, it’s a joke, play this part at my funeral
Everybody lies, I lie the most furiously
I’m urinating on this beat, I wanna prove that I’m free
Ah, I guess it’s time to say goodbye
Memorize these lines in case you never find peace inside
You’d be burned with these pages, flame dictated by the crowd
Maybe that day you will know the feeling of
Resentful I still remember how much you owe
You know it means that you’re finally on your own