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作词 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

作曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

编曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）

I laugh too loud in quiet rooms

Get silent when I care too soon

I plan a lifetime in my head

After a smile that barely meant a thing to you

They say “you’re so full of light”

But I’ve been burning out at night

Trying to be enough

For people who were just passing by

I’m always dreaming bigger

But my heart breaks small

From things no one remembers

But I still recall

I’m too much and not enough

Too loud when I should hush

Too soft to hide the hurt

But too proud to say it first

I give and then retreat

Want closeness, then I leave

I just want to be someone

That someone doesn’t run from

I write love letters in my head

To people I barely know

I see the world in color

But they keep handing me grayscale tones

They ask me why I care so much

I ask them how they don’t

I’m not trying to be dramatic

I just… feel things in full

I’ll light you up like summer

Then leave like sudden rain

I don’t mean to disappear

I just overthink the pain

I’m too much and not enough

Too warm but not enough touch

I want to be your home

But I always pack up

I say I’m fine again

Then write it down at 3AM

I just want to be someone

That someone doesn’t run from

I want to be seen

Like really seen

Not “you’re fun”

But “I know who you are when you’re not performing”

I’m too much and not enough

Too open to act tough

But if you stay

You’d see

There’s more to me

Than chaos and dreams

I just want to be someone

That someone

Holds and doesn’t leave

You don’t have to fix me.

Just see me.