
作词 : FlowerTree
作曲 : FlowerTree
编曲 : FlowerTree/BoxerEven
my childhood is not complete
(我的童年并不完整)
it can be described as grey
(它可以描述成灰色)
companionship is my favourite thing
(陪伴是我最喜欢的事)
but i have never owned it
(但我从未拥有过它)
but i have never experienced
(但我从来也没体会过)
the warmth of being loved
(被爱的温暖)
我童年发生的事现在一直都是我的一道疤
虽然我很想再帮他弥补上半段丢失想要的一切
可被偷走的时间我无法捞回只能用纸笔接着描写
i have been hated since i was a child
(我从小就被讨厌反感)
他们的冷眼看着我就像是寒冷刺骨的冰雪
初中时班主任讨厌我让班里对我这个差生冷眼
我想到家里的情况不想惹事也懒得去拼命争辩
可它势利眼愈发强烈让我始终忘不掉它的嘴脸
即使我当时的情绪已经到达了滚烫的沸点
但是我清楚沉住了气我才能顺利走到更远
我有能力逃离梦魇也有能力跨出危险
不过也快熬出头了路近在眼前
my childhood is not complete
(我的童年并不完整)
it can be described as grey
(它可以描述成灰色)
companionship is my favourite thing
(陪伴是我最喜欢的事)
but i have never owned it
(但我从未拥有过它)
but i have never experienced
(但我从来也没体会过)
the warmth of being loved
(被爱的温暖)
我童年发生的事现在一直都是我的一道疤 Although i never listen to the lecture in class
(虽然我上课从不认真听讲)
but i am better than a good student
(但我就比那些好学生好的太多)
good student shutup
(你们快点闭嘴)
无论是好学生做错的事反正都由我们差生来背
他不管你三七二十一不会去审问你管谁错谁对
im fed up with this unequal education
(我受够了这种不平等的教育)
每次的板子碰撞在我的身体我也会感觉到疼
我的指头被打出血直到已变得发麻发冷
there is no support behind me我只能忍气吞声
(我身后没有依靠)
i feel very wronged
(我感觉很痛苦委屈)
the world is very distorted
(这个世界非常扭曲)
你是否还会相信平等对待在这世界存在吗
就算平等出现我丢掉的青春也不见了
我被摧残我的身体灵魂被蹂躏的破烂不堪
我被摧残我的灵魂没有伴侣也变得很孤单
我被摧残我被摧残我的眼里没光全是灰暗
我被摧残我被摧残我吞下苦胆
i feel very wronged
我变得破烂不堪
i feel very wronged
我留有太多遗憾
i feel very wronged
i feel very wronged
i apologise to myself
my childhood is not complet
it can be described as grey
companionship is my favourite thing
but i have never owned it
but i have never experienced
the warmth of being loved
我童年发生的事现在一直都是我的一道疤