Lost

作词 : Lucy Moss/Toby Marlow

作曲 : Lucy Moss/Toby Marlow

is it okay, like do you mind,

if i tell you ‘bout something close to me? a tragedy?

you know that jumper that i have,

it’s big and grey and fits me perfectly? i lost it，

i realised i hadn’t seen it in a while it must’ve left me，

no, i left it, somewhere, in the world, carelessly,

well either way i know i won’t see it again，

but it didn’t disappear, it’s out there，

still existing, still a jumper somewhere,

and i find that somehow kind of unbearable?

now it’s somewhere out there lost，

yeah, it’s somewhere out there lost，

maybe it’s just in the wash?

i’m sorry in advance，

i think i’m ‘bout to tell you one more tragedy… apologies…，

you know that parent that i lost, the one who died,

i know right, careless of me not to cure that incurable disease!

i realised that there would come a day, one day, a day i wouldn’t cry，

and i would fret that meant forgetting or moving on,

but he didn’t disappear, he’s in my head，

he’s a voice that’s in my ear, that i’ve embedded，

i know i won’t, i can’t forget，

it’s there with every step i tread，

yeah it changes you,

melts you down and moulds you back,

and then you’re standing there, somebody new，

just somebody who has lost,

just somebody who has lost,

yeah grief is searing hot, it’s huge，

but it,

it makes sense,

so,

it’s almost peaceful cos you know it’s just，

love,

might be inside out,

but it’s love，

nothing more or less,

you know that person that i had, the boy i loved,

the one who left me, no, i left him, without realising the cost?

when i’d accepted all was lost, no going back,

no future memories, family - familiar is what it was,

i found myself right back in that same role again,

as just somebody who has lost,

and it fit me like a favourite jumper does,

but he didn’t disappear, he’s out there，

like my jumper still existing somewhere,

and i find that somehow kinda… more bearable?

cos i’m someone who is lost，

yeah i’m somewhere out there lost，

maybe i’m just in the wash