worst of all

作词 : kuudere

Produced + written by kuudere

Mixed by tonser

Photo by N0ahneko

Cover art by kuudere

i texted you

“come meet me back at my place”

but you’re refusing to listen

push me away

but you’re always walking my way

making the same old decisions

i thought i had something for once

but now i’ve got it

it’s not enough

i’m just in constant confliction

with things that you vision

but i can’t get enough

I don’t know how to act now

I’m in love with this feeling

If it’s you then i will never back down

Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?

Tell me will you ever come back now?

Cause you’re worth it all

i’m the worst of all

I left you when i was needed

At the end of fall

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call

I should be the one next to you

But that’s the way it goes

I can’t stop counting the time that I’ve lost

Didn’t realise until you were distant

You never know what you have until it’s gone

But I can’t help but feel reminiscent

I don’t wanna be with you

Don’t wanna hassle you

Don’t wanna change the person you are

I hate that i keep leaving you

But it hurts me too

Now i know that’s just how it goes

I don’t know how to act now

I’m in love with this feeling

If it’s you then i will never back down

Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?

Tell me will you ever come back now?

Cause you’re worth it all

i’m the worst of all

I left you when i was needed

At the end of fall

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call

I should be the one next to you

But that’s the way it goes

Does this hurt for you?

Cause it hurts for me too

Am i a burden to you?

Was it all too much?

Baby this is the last time i try

To make things alright

So if we fall apart

It’s on you

Doesn’t this pain make you feel more alive?

Cause my heats on fire for you

but **** it we’re through

I don’t know how to act now

I’m in love with this feeling

If it’s you then i will never back down

Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?

Tell me will you ever come back now?

Cause you’re worth it all

i’m the worst of all

I left you when i was needed

At the end of fall

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call

I should be the one next to you

But that’s the way it goes

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call

I should’ve left

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call

I should’ve