Going Blue

作词 : Victoria Bigelow

作曲 : Victoria Bigelow

Another day has ended

And I am all alone

Look at the water in the walls

And mold that's overgrown

I thought I'd be excited

I'm finally of age

There's whiskey in the freezer

I don't wanna celebrate

I don't know if I'm cut out for this

Wish I was, most days I'm not

It's the look my mother has

When she says I'm going bad

And she wonders if I'll always be this lost

My hands are shaking bad

I just found out

What the hell am I to do?

Kicking gravel by your house?

A few weeks ago

In the San Francisco Bay

We slept inside the car

I turned twenty-two that day

I don't know if I'm cut out for this

Wish I was, but I'm just a kid

Who can hardly make it through

A day without going blue

And I wonder if I'll always be like this

And like the coward, I

I can't admit when I'm wrong

Does everybody get this weird

When they're alone for too long?

Yeah, like the coward, I

I can't admit when I'm wrong

Does everybody get this weird

When they're alone?

I don't know if I'm cut out for this

Wish I was, but I'm just a kid

Who can hardly make it through

A day without going blue

And I wonder if I'll always be like this

I don't know if I'm cut out for this

Wish I was, but most days I'm not

And I can't remember when I didn't feel

Like I'm inside someone else's body, someone I forgot

And I wonder if I'll always be this lost