When It Doesn't Matter

i'm everything, you never wanted

why does it mean so much to you

i'm walking away

not begging you to please let me stay

you wanna take a picture

so you'll remember

me standing by this open door

does it make it better

if you tell yourself i never wanted to go

should i say that we should still be friends

should i cry or should i just pretend

that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave

should i make you think i suffer

......when it doesn't matter

you try to figure out

why i said nothing

when you told me that it's over now

what are you believing

that my smile is only here to hide the pain

should i say that we should still be friends

should i cry or should i just pretend

that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave

should i make you think i suffer

......when it doesn't matter

......when it doesn't matter

i'm tired, of unhappy ever after endings

i'm tired, of make believe hero's

i'm tired, of taking back what i have given

and i'm tired, of waking up here

that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave

should i make you think i suffer

should i say that we should still be friends

should i cry or should i just pretend

that it's killing me, and i don't want you to leave

should i make you think i suffer

......when it doesn't matter

i'm tired, of unhappy ever after endings

i'm tired, of make believe hero's

i'm tired, of taking back what i have given

and i'm tired, of waking up here