hard to love

作词 : Michelangelo Apanay

作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay

Am I just hard to love?

Cause no one seems to love me these days

Am I not trying hard enough?

Or is there something in the words that I say?

I'm trying not to show

That I don't really know

What it would be like to have someone to hold

But maybe it's too obvious

Or maybe I'm just meant to be alone

I'm finding it hard to love

I don't wanna be heartbroken again

When I try to open up

It feels like I say too much and I'm in over my head

It shouldn't be so hard unfolding my arms

And letting someone fill up the space in my heart

But maybe I'm not ready yet

Or maybe love is meant to be this hard

But I imagine

With the right person it's magic

But with the last person I had my suspicions

That she grant my wishes

And show me that this is a valid description of love

Now I feel so blind

Don't know how to search for the bright one this time

Cause I'm so afraid

Of making the same damn mistakes

There's too many I've made in my life

Guess I just don't know how to love

Maybe that's the only problem anyways

And I should learn how to trust

that I will find someone

And I just need a little bit of faith

That somebody's gonna make the way around

From way up in the clouds

And tell me I'm not crazy for the things I'm dreaming about

And show me that I'm good enough

And that I'm not so hard to love