if i ever leave

作曲 : Jeffrey Davis

If I ever leave will you remember me?

Did you even care to look at the texts this morning?

Just wanna drive off the road 'cause life to me is so boring, boring

I don't wanna live like this

I don't wanna lose my friends

I don't wanna lose anyone around me

I'm so sorry for not being strong at all, At all

Let me die, here tonight

It's so hard to feel alive, alive

Alive

Honestly there's no one better

F*cking up our lives together

I will take anywhere

Any time, not anybody else

I can be so contemplating

I would have done anything

Anytime not anybody else

Did it to myself

Living my hell

Did it to myself

It isn't nothing

Or it's nothing new

I feel disgusting

Tell me what I should do

I fell apart and now its hard for me to hear

Are you here for me this time

It's so hard to feel alive (alive)