enough

作曲 : Shannon Taylor

Someday i'm going to wake up

To see my eyes had been sewn shut

And I blindly go where I am told

Arms outstretched into the unknown

It's all been status quo

Did I lose myself long ago?

In the light of the words, the thrill of the show

Or fade of the afterglow?

I used to believe

I could make my life mean something

I dont know what changed in me

But my ambition has atrophied

I've hid inside this bluff

That I told to hold myself up

But the only thing I love

It'll never be enough

Did you dream much

Did you think there's got to be a way

Did you give up

Has the real world whisked your hope away now

Do you feel like

Do you feel like anything you love is really worth anything?

What's that feel like?

Can you tell me what it feels like to have something to hold onto?

I tried art

But my mind was left to wander the dark

"Maybe they all bought into the farse

But I know what you are"

They filmed you at your peak

Now you watch as you fall asleep

A modern, curated scene

Of the person you used to be

Caught somewhere between

Some dream life and a living dream

Why did you believe

In something that you'd never seen

In your head, staving off the apathy

Is a war inbetween

The drive to realize a better life

And the ravage of time

In the end, do I see

Dispossession grab ahold of me

Or my own hollowed out misery

Empty inside

free to be reorganized

Into somewhere that you could carve out a life

Something to stoke the light

What does a scanner see?

Can it tell them what's wrong with me?

Why after everything

I still don't know how to be happy?

Does it see into my dreams?

Clearly or darkly?

I've seen it on the screen

But was that ever really me?

It's the life that I dreamt of

Was the only thing that I loved

I'm so scared of waking up