airport

作曲 : Shannon Taylor

If you don't know how to fix me by now

Will you ever?

Cause I can't keep on having the same fights

No I can't live like this

I finish your sentences and you talk right through me

And we hear what we already believe

And shut down with your high reasoning

You've committed what is wrong with me

To your own happenstance memory

It's been years since I blacked out at school

And I woke up

In a drunken adolescent daze

In a hospital bed

You were standing in the back

Your eyes heavy

Through the fog in my head and to this day i'm in that bed

With the data on hand

You've drawn a diagnostic diagram of the faults of my brain in the sand

I know i'm a crazy waste of space to society

But I don't want that to be what you think about me

I say that I don't care but I wish you were proud of me

I've worked so hard to change this much

Will it ever be enough?

Cause I told my past to a woman on an airplane

And it felt like a whole different world

Cause I couldn't connect to the person I was describing

As if i, long ago, wasn't me