Happy Now

专辑：Happy Now

作词 : Mykyl/Dylan Emmet

作曲 : Mykyl/Dylan Emmet

Pick up my phone, I shouldn't check again

But here I go, jealous of all my friends

They've got it figured out, I don't

Stuck on a loop, getting all in my head

So much to do, I can't count the endless hours I've spent

I'm failure prone

Time's always been an enemy

Scaring me half to death

I fell asleep at 17 and woke up 30

So I let me down

Unfulfilling expectations

Wishing I could be complacent

But I'm freaking out

Count for hours years I've wasted

Thought I'd be happy now

Happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now, happy now

Closing my eyes, try to deny I'm here

How is my life everything I feared

Running this maze with no way out

Has it all been a lie, am I deluding myself

Put it all on the line or put it all on the shelf

Tell everyone I'm fine when I really need help