歌词
作词 : Wyclef Maunge
作曲 : Wyclef Maunge
（sniff）i don't think you understand, just.....
how much i had to go through.
to get to here,where im right now.
The amount of pain,the amount of bullsh1t.
believing to notice that am here now.
and you will remeber this night (scoffs)
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Hide behind my disguise.
so when you see me please don't be surprised.
you know it ain't nice.
to see eye to eye,fake smiles.
so you know l ain't fine，yeah.
Hide behind my disguise.
so when you see me please don't be surprised.
you know it ain't nice.
to see eye to eye,fake smiles .
so you know l ain't fighting yeah.
pain and sorrow makes me hate tomorrow.
happiness I borrow from the dru9 in bottles .
this demon inside me，
made me forget what's really the real me.
no I don't believe that I'll make it to 30.
cause l heard way too much so I'm better off dying.
broken soul,more like a broken home.
demons take control,over my brain and soul.
if i die though maybe please i'll find .
too many tears l've cried,hope for another life.
Hide behind my disguise.
so when you see me please don't be surprised.
you know it ain't nice.
to see eye to eye,fake smiles.
so you know l ain't fine，yeah.
Hide behind my disguise.
so when you see me please don't be surprised.
you know it ain't nice.
to see eye to eye,fake smiles .
so you know l ain't fighting yeah.
fake smiles (fake smiles!) ,
cold nights (cold nights!)
rewind to old times.
when I was living sober that's before I sip wine.
“if make it to Oct. it'll be a new guy.”
got a new guy,don't seem right.
can't imagine making music with no pain it's inside.
guess I'm guessing for this life and that's the way I say lies。
but if I ever lose my mother that's the day that I die.
I can't hide this pain I feel inside.
feel like I'm losing mind.
I'm stuck inside my mind
self medicating on the w33d and wine.
now I'm losing my mind.
can someone take my life.
Hide behind my disguise.
so when you see me please don't be surprised.
you know it ain't nice.
to see eye to eye,fake smiles.
so you know l ain't fine，yeah.
Hide behind my disguise.
so when you see me please don't be surprised.
you know it ain't nice.
to see eye to eye,fake smiles .
so you know l ain't fighting yeah.