Jaded

作词 : Courtney LaPlante

作曲 : Courtney LaPlante/Mike Stringer/Dan Braunstein

I feel alone in my body

I feel a silence underneath

In these valleys of blood, in these rivers of rust

Shoulder all the blame again, mirror locked until the end

It was violent and rough, I was never enough

But what if I was

Stable enough to wind me down the road

Like a remora swims?

But what if I was

Inside a thousand lives to get my ghost

It's never enough, it's never enough

And I've always been ashamed that I want to

Fall into a dream with my honour

Desecrated, Blood is jaded

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted

Mеmories faded, blood is jaded

In my dreams all I see is a crimson key

Tethered by a falling string

Meant to turn in the lock for me

I can't leave so I justify

Interloper of confidence

Under pressure of influence

Not a curse that I caused, never to rot

What if I was

What if I was

What if I was

What if I was

Never enough, never enough

And I've always been ashamed that I want to

Fall into a dream with my honour

Desecrated, blood is jaded

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted

Memories faded, blood is jaded

I know where I want to go

But you know that it's too close

And you know that it’s too late this time

And I've always been ashamed that I want to

Fall into a dream with my honour

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted

Memories faded, blood is jaded

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to

Fall into a dream with my honour

Desecrated, blood is jaded

I've never found a way to be honest

All I know is a place where I haunted

Memories faded, blood is jaded