歌词
作曲 : Nikolaos Grivellas/Ryan Martínez/Joshua Isaih Parker/Pat McManus/Michael McCall
作词 : Lil Tjay/Nikolaos Grivellas/Ryan Martínez/Joshua Isaih Parker/Pat McManus/Michael McCall
Every day, day, day, day, I used to wake up and pray
Grandma was fightin' for her life in the hospital, I don't wanna see her that way
I done insane, ain't have a thing, they wanna ask momma, I used to walk
They used to tell me, "Lil' boy, get a job", still the same, on the sofa [?]
Come around clean, come around cool
Deep in the streets, though that was a façade
I see my momma and 'em goin' through pain
It **** with my reign, I put that on God
We all know money can't fix all the problems
I was just tryna just put 'em to end
I saw a lane I can better, and change what I do for a livin', and now I'm on ten
At the top of my class, know that they thought it would stop in the past
I got twenty mill' comin', the rest of the year, payin' six cool, it gotta be glass
So much, niggas won't stop me, they know they can't stop me
They sister and 'em got me on blast
I'm on Instagram showin' off bands, I don't know what to do with the cash
I'ma live every day like my last, nah, my workin' ain't fast
They [?]
Used to wake up in the crib, and the crib smelt like shit
**** it, I might as well live in the trap
I ain't never tell my fans that I was adopted
But **** it, I'm givin' you facts
Started young, but now I'm a man
But I'ma keep workin', and I'ma keep givin' you plaques
Givin' them pain, I just be livin' in vain
Long as nobody talkin' on my name, you will not get fame or keepin' the same
Don't want problems with nobody (Problems with nobody, problems with nobody)
([?])
(I got through much bullshit [?])
I failed to ask you to look deeper in my life
Got to the point, I feel if I speak it's aight
I'm feelin' empty, all myself into the mic
I ain't never tell my story how it was
Youth, was 2001, my momma told me she was stressin' out from havin' a son
I like, she ain't want me, she was talkin' havin' me young
My pops ain't really want me, she was lowkey havin' me dumb
What?
To keep it goin', life goes on, night come, new problems keep flowin'
She told me this just the other day
When normally I ask about my father, she ain't got too much to say
Findin' better life, I had to pray, survive I may
The shit I usually think up in that jungle every day
Never had nothin' given to me, had to find my way
I can say I done came a long way from poverty
S.A.B. forever, but a long way from slaughter aim
Might show her the few real members
Go on, please don't bother me
Ask the opps, they know when I perform
Look, had to change my num', when I go back to my hood the police storm
When you are gone, if you get right 'til you don't leave
My momma still gon' play the trenches like she won't leave
But I don't show that, niggas know that
Before rap, be black man outside livin' cozy
Daddy's out the OZ, my auntie named Rosie
She told me she miss me
Not for you, you know these hoes be gassin'
That ain't how I'm steppin'
The only thing a nigga want right now is progression
Fire to the flame, stand my little chain
I grew up in an area, youngins dyin' by the name
My inner self a stepper, I'm from [?], I know pain
[?] couple [?], I feel like I had to win, I had to win
My mom don't want it, but I still want buy her a chain
That just 'cah where we come from
She like, "You go dumb, son"
Got addicted to this life, and [?] I don't want one