LYRICS
作词 : McKinley Dixon/Ghais Guevara
作曲 : Sam Koff/McKinley Dixon/Ghais Guevara
From the timeline where niggas don't die
The skyline just takes back our fables
Reporting to you, Live!
See that Carrie miss kitchen table
With my right hand placed on rifle
Left hand just learned 'bout some fables
To a child who don't yet understand
I pray one day she able, from the table, well
Doin' heroin still a crusade and what's the point?
When they pop lil' boy where his fingers stick his palm, made it
I seen it
Shoulda took a route less scenic
But when you don't see sun often
Won't this something got you fiending, imma
(Live! Live! Live! Live! Live!)
Live, from my momma's kitchen table
Where she pulls heartbreak to her chest
And folds up cards to keep legs stable
Where the currency for meals is often the laugh that that's exchanged in
I ain't seen you in a minute, so sorry
Tears bring your frame
I like different nothing missin'
You ain't call, but we ain't trippin', come in
Still remember the seatin', treat the home just like the heart
Keep it warm and always beatin', it's a-
(Live! Live! Live! Live!)
I'm not the one
I'm not the one
I'm not the one
I'm not the one
(Live! Live! Live! Live!)
Nothing more ironic than bottle popping when kin is breathing through a tube
Almost chalked the function when I got the news
How hypocritical would it be
Feeling guilt 'bout the lack of connection and using that very reason to distance myself from blessings?
So go shawty, uh, it's ya birthday
Even on his worst days, giveth and he taketh
Either way I gots to see it through
Early memories of you, metal detectors
Pops staring off into space 'cause his mental can test it
Years later, barging in, said your sentence was lowered
What should have been tears of joy seemed like an awkward moment
What should have been constant love was just the same as all lust
Saw you occasionally, the same amount as it was in jail
So when I got that text message, as I sprayed my cologne
What should have been tears of pain was just staring at phone
Nobody knew the next step, I had to step up
Funny how the pain of my lovin' had taught me lessons
Damn, so I write this before my visit, that's if I can even visit
It's different, usually the elders talk and I listen
Won't be sure how to respond, to his lack of response
Lack of that kitchen table slowly taking me away from mines
(I'm not the one)
I'm not the one
I'm not the one
(Live! Live! Live! Live! Live!)
I'm not the one
I'm not the one
Oh, I'm not the one
I'm not the one, yeah