ANESTHESIA

作词 : Ryan Hall

作曲 : Ryan Hall

I'm not scared of the silence

I'm in the backseat

Taking hits of something I have never heard of

And I don't think I've ever felt more alive

So cut a hole in my being and crawl right in

Brace for impact, take back everything you said

But nothing that we did

Is this the part where we make up?

Spent six months making small talk

I don't wanna talk with a feeling

I don't wanna sit with my feelings

Nine words, and I can tell where this is headed

Your bed is where I hate for it to end up

Say, "Yes," just for the hell of it, I wake up

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Now I don't need you like I did last summer

Took me way too long to recover

Did you forget your hands around my neck?

'Cause I played that in my head

'Til the chemicals made me weak in the knees

Now I believe I can speak to the trees

It's all a game I've yet to figure out

Now the ringing is too loud

So f*ck that, it's not a style of attachment

Maybe you need a therapist

Making up for the past again, and again, and again

So how the hell you telling me

I'm wasting all my energy

On something that we'll never be now?

Something that we'll never be now

I'm in the backseat

Taking hits of something I have never heard of

And I don't think I've ever felt more alive

So cut a hole in my being and crawl right in

Brace for impact, take back everything you said

But nothing that we did

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

(I'll be honest, loving you is a contest)

(And I don't wanna do it anymore)

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

(So catch me when I'm falling)

('Cause that'll fix our problems)

(I'm in a fetal position on the floor)

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Crying my eyes out

But you don't wanna hear that

I'm sorry if I ever made you sad

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

Blink twice, your love is anesthesia

I'm just scared that it'll all become a memory

And there's nothing I can do about that