Habit

I've got a habit

Of pulling apart these pieces

Til they, they don't make sense

Tangled up

I'm lost with no direction

Can't tell where it starts and where it ends

As hard as I try

To rearrange the moments in my mind

It hurts every time

Hurts every time

You told me to jump

So I jumped

I didn't look where I landed

I put it down to bad habit

If you'd told me to run

Then I'd run

I'm trying to shake out the pattern

I put it down to bad habit

All of my doubts

May or may not matter

But I still carry around

Picture perfect shattered in a moment

When I, I hit the ground

As hard as I try

Something pulls it back into the light

So I close my eyes

I close my eyes

You told me to jump

So I jumped

I didn't look where I landed

I put it down to bad habit

If you'd told me to run

Then I'd run

I'm trying to shake out the pattern

I put it down to bad habit

I can't take it

I can't take it anymore

I can't shake this

Still rattling my bones

I can't take it

I can't take it anymore

You told me to jump

So I jumped

I didn't look where I landed

I put it down to bad habit

If you'd told me to run

Then I'd run

I'm trying to shake out the pattern

I put it down to bad habit

As hard as I try

Something pulls it back into the light