I even told my mom about u

作曲 : Julia Mueller/Maxwell David Neal/Anthony Tubbs

I'm a little homesick

But too afraid to show it

Maybe you don't miss me the same

I know I'm dumb for thinking

That this could be a thing and...

Hoping we could just stay the same

I even told my mom about you

I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too

Where you go?

All that I got was an open note

Me versus him we were toe to toe

In the end true love wasn't what you chose

I mean...

You got attached to leave me

Even moved close cause you had to see mе

Left that lane given you the chancе

And then you ran new man what an awful reason

I don't know anything that I can say

Used to dream of your love in a grand way

Over text say it all to my damn face

Still love you

You were always my plan A

Told my mom you're the one and she replied:

"I could tell that you love her and I see why"

"Hold her close let her go if she need time"

"But if she leaves you it won't be with a peace sign"

I still see your face in my dreams

And the memories I keep

Everything's about you

I still sleep in your old shirt

Like nothing ever hurt

Cause I told my mom about you

I knew you'd be running away

I'm trying I promise I'd change

Dealing with stress everyday

Coping with trauma I take to the grave

But you gave me love

But turned it to waste

So you turned around and said it was fate

I wish I'd erase the love that I gave

It was a mistake

It was a mistake (yeah)

You taught me peace just to go and leave

All the countless sessions of the therapy

Tryna break the wall so I can open up

So I can see the light you say you see in me

But that’s the same light that you letting go

Why you giving up cause I couldn’t cope

Now my only wish I don't ever feel

How I felt the day when you ran from home

I'm pretty sure she would've liked you too